My math work is completely ruined. Oh well, it's not like I actually pay attention in that class. Everything I learn just goes right over my head. But, now, I have no notes to study from. Well, I can always get the notes off someone. So, no biggie. I might transfer. But, that doesn't really phase me either. Certain things happen for a reason. Therefore, me not pulling up my average is the reason. Which means, my only real problem, in this situation, is me. So, she's shit talking again huh? Honestly, whats fucking new.

New issues, new schedules. So, in my opinion, life seems to be going okay. It could be better, but for now, okay is good. I'm actually doing better in math. Finally. Can I please get a fastforward? I just want to be done highschool, past all the work, and all the hardships. Highschool, the animal kingdom, the worst place on earth. Funny. Some people actually like it. Yeah, friends are good. But, the work! I'll admit I am a lazy person, but some of the things we learn are idiotic. When are we honestly going to use all this shit? When am I honestly going to need to classify triangles? To compare our lives to 'To Kill a Mockingbird'? To colour a map? Never. Well, to me, some of the stuff we learn is kind of ridiculous. Just saying.

Where the hell is your freaking head at? Please, spare me. Don't bother explaining what's wrong anymore, I don't care. Don't even mention when you have problems because it's just a waste of time hearing what you have to say. Don't even think of me as a friend. I'm tired of your moodswings. Why are you pms-ing 24/7? You need to get that checked out because I swear it's only supposed to happen once a month! And, babygirl just one more thing. Shut up. Noone cares who you know, knew, went out with etc. I'm making this as clear as possible: you're an idiot. Oh, and by the way, I really don't think you deserve the job either.
So anyway, life seems to be pretty drama free, to say the least.

Congratulations guys! You made it.

Dear Christine Baguindo,
This one's for you. "Let me take you back to.. September 10 2008". Remember that from the movie? A hee hee. Anyway, short stuff, I just wanted to say you're one of the best. Right? Cause, you the f*cking best. So, you said to make this long, but you know im not a girl of many words! Let's start with the basics. How about a list?:
1) You're smart. Shutup, you are.
2) You're funny. I swear, the more I hang around you, the funnier I get!
3) You're a good listener. And, you give some pretty good advice too.
So, you've been there for me, through the bad times, and the good times. And, you know I'll be there for you too! Remember girl "the sun rises and sets with you".

title says it all.

So, this one's for Rosemary: tips on what you do if you fail. K, so there are three basic things you can do. Let me break 'em down for ya!
NUMERO ONE: Don't cry. Don't get angry, get even. No, I lied. What you do is, learn from your mistakes. Look over what you did wrong in your situation. And, when a similar situation comes along, do things different.
NUMERO TWO: Try to do something productive that can take your mind off of your failure such as, swimming, basketball etc. Try not to think about it to much or you'll get overwhelmed
NUMERO THREE: Use the four steps. They really do work. 1) paranoia, 2) anger, 3) denial, and 4) acceptance. Try to start at one and move forward through the steps not backwards.
In the end everything will turn out okay. So, if it doesn't get solved, then it's not the end! Hope that helped you Kirby! Shutup, I know I'm not a good therapist.

Dear Kirby,
Sometimes, we wait. We wait for, hours, days, months, etc usually waiting for something that we think, at the moment, is worth while. As time goes by, we realize, that the 'thing' we've been waiting for is not that important, but we've been waiting for so long, it's hard to let it go and say goodbye.

It's like tomorrow never comes because it always feels like today.

A lot of times we're put in confusing situations. They become so convoluted after a while it's hard to deal with them. We're mostly blinded by the bad things that we're not used to having anything good happen to us. It's not that we're not used to it, we just don't know what it feels like anymore. And, when 'good moments' finally come around, they're so unreal, we just don't know how to take them in.

TTTF = too tired to function. "There are no stupid questions, just stupid people"

p.s. Zirus, you're not cool!

You two are at it once again. When will you ever learn that fighting isn't the solution? Probably never. It's not even the fact that you guys fight, it's the fact that when you do I always get thrown in the middle. Collateral damage. God, just give it a rest once in a while. The only word to describe it is annoying. Please, do me and yourselves a favour and get a divorce!

It's 11 f*cking 30, so tired, can't sleep. so, HI #1, notice the title ;) - you like? haha, ily!
I love madtv, especially 'bon qui qui' thanks Ivy for showing me that! "on the mic is a queen so listen to me sing". I could honestly watch bon qui qui and miss swan for hours, so f*cking hilarious. Crap, I am random hahaha.
(I WAS CUT LOOSE, finally I'm free! yeuuuhbooy.)

1140 PM:
only ten minutes passed.. comeon! time has to be moving faster than that

A - It's killing me that I can't sleep. why can't I just be like those people that fall asleep as soon as their heads hit the pillow.
B - I'm hungry, even though my stomache hurts. weird.
C - computer's being retarded as always. and tmr's catherine's birthday :)!

"I'm in no condition to drive...wait! I shouldn't listen to myself, I'm drunk!"

two things,

1.) there's so many important people in my life. I feel like, I don't treat them properly. For that, I'm sorry. you guys try so hard to give me advice and listen to all my stupid problems. you're the best, seriously.

2.) A - my computer is seriously f*cked. turning off and on constantly, a complete piss off.
B - parents, can be so...... but it pays off to be nice once in a while

honestly, going to the movie theatre to watch a movie at 11:00 pm feels so rebelious, a hee hee. the knowing - nice action scenes, but really dumb movie. jessica basically screamed through it all and had trouble figuring out why people were laughing at her. haha!

HI CASSANDRA TAN. haha, so i just saw your post! that made my day. you're a 'true idiot' haha, you know i'm just kidding FAM. you's my favourite niner, i feel like i can tell you anything! ilooooveyou.

so, it's been seven months, 'dating' christine baguindo, ever since SEPTEMBER 10 '08. haha, 'you the f*cking best'. loveya girl! looking forward to 8 months.

honestly, I'm so f*cking tired of all this crap. I don't need people being rude, cruel, mean and what not around. All I need are those people I know will be there. I can't take the stuff that confuses me. I prefer to be able to figure it out. Yes, that's bad. Is it not? Who knows.. honestly. So, tired of drama, I just want to go back to the way things were. Friends. Not complicated bullcrap that takes up so much time. I want you to appreciate it when I try and help, not tell me just because I find out or just to ask for my advice and to do stupid shit afterwards. I hate not being able to face my problems, and constantly trying to run from them, cause that just backfires in the end.

ON THE BRIGHTSIDE, falcons won today! undefeated, ohyes. you guys are my freaking idols. congrats keep doin' yo thang superstars.