6/19/098:30 AM
ride out
Why can't things just go my way? For once? That's all I ask. I wish I lived in a fucking fairy tale. Things would be so much easier. I wouldn't have to constantly see the great life she's living when she doesn't deserve it. Do you think you actually deserve great friends when you can't even be one yourself? You think you're a rebel just cause you get ripped and drunk? Wow. You're a 'new kid on the block' who doesn't know shit. When I know I and others have been doing it way longer then you. You motherfucker. I would have a prince charming. One I could depend on for anything. He'd help me solve all my problems. There wouldn't be anyone else I'd rather be with, but him. Well, none of that is ever going to happen because I don't live in a fantasy world. I live in a shithole called reality where one little thing you do can effect a whole bunch of people. Crazy