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6/16/099:17 PM
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Why. Is. This. Happening. You can't keep doing this to me. Didn't I already tell you to stop? You can't keep giving me false hopes. Saying stuff to me that implies that there's something there when I KNOW there's not. If only I was a different a person. Then maybe I'd actually have a chance. But, I'm not and I'll never be. The way you look at me, it's so innocent and caring. It gets to me every single fucking time. You make me feel happy even if we are just friends. I can always count on you to be laughing when I'm laughing. You have a great laugh. No, this can't happen. I can't like you. Maybe I already am? You're just a friend and that's how it's going to stay for now and forever.