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9/29/099:38 PM
whatchu want
everyday everyday shit everyday shit happens everyday shit happens that everyday shit happens that can't everyday shit happens that can't be everyday shit happens that can't be controlled just gotta deal, right?
9/28/0910:26 PM
bucko
I don't know what to say. But, I'm tired of this. I want you in my life. It's just hard. I barely see you. I think you're reading this. Who knows? Well, this isn't going to be that long I guess. But, it hurts how you can't tell me anything. It's just maybe that's just you. I don't know. You're my friend. I miss you dawg. Shoot.
9/27/091:49 AM
treadin waters (2)
Work for the things you want. I'm working, hard. I'm working to keep my friendships strong and my grades good (well, sometimes that). But, I haven't really been working at you. You know what, I'm tired of saying 'it'll never happen' or 'what's the point'. If you really want something, make it happen. For this, I have to work. I'll do it because I'll never know if I don't try. The key to keep my cool is what everyone's been telling me, 'he's not like that, so stop being so paranoid'. My ears are finally open. Apparently, I'm in a bad position. Yeah, I'm still treadin waters but hopefully I can make the best of it yenno! According to my loser-ish friend the definition of the guys mind is simple because "guys are simpleminded. They're predictably unpredictable or unpredictably predictable. Girls expect too much from guys. Then again, 8/10 guys are wastemans" Confusing, I know right? But, you get it!?!
9/22/099:26 PM
treadin waters (1)
"fuck it my heart beat slow". Every time I think of you my heart skips a beat, forreal. But, every time I see you, I bug out and get all scared. I'm honestly trapped. People have been saying just talk to him, just be more outgoing with him. Frig, that's hard. I always think that you're mad at me and you're just being rude. But, that's just me being paranoid. In a way, I feel like it's true like you bug out too that's why we don't talk as much. Maybe because I ignore you sometimes. This is friggin annoying. I wish everything was proper. PROPER PROPER PROPER. Maybe I can get over you in ten minutes.
9/21/098:24 PM
it don't matter
K, so I've finally decided to just stop. Because it's way to hard. Well, even though I don't think I can I'll try. Honestly, I don't want to just say this to people cause they're gonna get cheesed enough so yeah. It just stings way to much. You know what I mean? Like the fact that it's friggin hopeless. Anyway, I'm still waiting for that 5 bucks cous! Haha, just kidding.
9/20/099:56 PM
tryin to
It's Sunday, well obviously. Tomorrows school, yuck. My weekend was pretty boring. Alright, fuck this stupid post LOL. This was such a waste, but I might as well post it cause I took time to write this. This was so stupid.
9/12/0912:00 AM
when i'm with him
Why did I do this? Why did I admit it. Now, everything I do around you is just awkward. I can't talk to you without feeling nervous and I analyze everything I say to you before it actually comes out of my mouth. I sit on the tv and watch the mothafuckin couch! Seriously though, I have no life. What happened to those proper summer days when you could just sleep in until whenever you wanted? Oh yeah school. What happened to not having to face the people you didn't want to see all summer? Oh yeah school. What happened to having no work? OH YEAH, fuckin school! School can kiss my ass for real. I honestly just want good grades. But, that means I have to work hard. So if I could just take my mind off you for a second then that would let me focus. I'm determined to get that five bucks from my cousin! Holler.
9/8/0910:11 PM
yo guy
I'm in miami triiiiiiick. Literally. The school is that hot. I was friggin saying that the whole day. Shoot I should shutup. But yea, so school? Frig man I just bought 8 binders. I need to be focused this year. Holy, it's kind of amazing that no matter what you can always put a smile on my face - at my best and my worst. Alright so maybe winter uniform wear wasn't the smartest idea in the world. I'm in grade 11 I should know this by now damn! So tomorrow will definitely be better. And, I can honestly say I had no people problems, today, whatsoever. Yes!
9/7/091:10 AM
sweetest thing
Woah, I haven't written a blog since time. I'm friggin sitting here thinking about what I did this summer and I can't think of anything. WOW, nothing proper was accomplished and school's tomorrow? Shit, whatever. Kind of upset still. You're still on my mind. EFF OFF! Just kidding. So I tried to have a proper work out this summer. Every day I didnt work, which was basically the whole friggin summer, I'd go to the Y and work out. Hah, that lasted about two weeks, became a lazy ass and decided to stop for two weeks, then decided to start up again for the next two weeks. Well, I half accomplished that. Back on you. It's killing me. Too bad summer can't last forever.
Pulling the trigger
My name is Huisi, born on ten December. Typical fourteen going fifteen girl.
Living in sunny Singapore, i have to complain that it has been awfully hot lately.
Planning on changing my name in future.
Fan of colours like black and blood red.
I love listening to Rock. The Ting Tings, Paramore, Panic! At the Disco, Kanon Wakeshima and Kalafina are currently top on my list.
Enjoys reading manga, books, and watching anime.
I wanna learn how to play the Violin!
I may be quiet or not, decide it for yourself, but truthfully it's not your choice. ;)
Hates the crowd. I curse people in my mind.
I love my clique and girlfriends. They're super awesome!
Add anghuisi-@hotmail.com if you wanna talk,
and if you need help regarding blogskins please mail exquisite♥ at blogskins.com.
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Friendster and
Twitter.
Please note that fucktards are not welcomed. 8)
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I recommend cbox. :)
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9/29/099:38 PM
whatchu want
everyday everyday shit everyday shit happens everyday shit happens that everyday shit happens that can't everyday shit happens that can't be everyday shit happens that can't be controlled just gotta deal, right?
9/28/0910:26 PM
bucko
I don't know what to say. But, I'm tired of this. I want you in my life. It's just hard. I barely see you. I think you're reading this. Who knows? Well, this isn't going to be that long I guess. But, it hurts how you can't tell me anything. It's just maybe that's just you. I don't know. You're my friend. I miss you dawg. Shoot.
9/27/091:49 AM
treadin waters (2)
Work for the things you want. I'm working, hard. I'm working to keep my friendships strong and my grades good (well, sometimes that). But, I haven't really been working at you. You know what, I'm tired of saying 'it'll never happen' or 'what's the point'. If you really want something, make it happen. For this, I have to work. I'll do it because I'll never know if I don't try. The key to keep my cool is what everyone's been telling me, 'he's not like that, so stop being so paranoid'. My ears are finally open. Apparently, I'm in a bad position. Yeah, I'm still treadin waters but hopefully I can make the best of it yenno! According to my loser-ish friend the definition of the guys mind is simple because "guys are simpleminded. They're predictably unpredictable or unpredictably predictable. Girls expect too much from guys. Then again, 8/10 guys are wastemans" Confusing, I know right? But, you get it!?!
9/22/099:26 PM
treadin waters (1)
"fuck it my heart beat slow". Every time I think of you my heart skips a beat, forreal. But, every time I see you, I bug out and get all scared. I'm honestly trapped. People have been saying just talk to him, just be more outgoing with him. Frig, that's hard. I always think that you're mad at me and you're just being rude. But, that's just me being paranoid. In a way, I feel like it's true like you bug out too that's why we don't talk as much. Maybe because I ignore you sometimes. This is friggin annoying. I wish everything was proper. PROPER PROPER PROPER. Maybe I can get over you in ten minutes.
9/21/098:24 PM
it don't matter
K, so I've finally decided to just stop. Because it's way to hard. Well, even though I don't think I can I'll try. Honestly, I don't want to just say this to people cause they're gonna get cheesed enough so yeah. It just stings way to much. You know what I mean? Like the fact that it's friggin hopeless. Anyway, I'm still waiting for that 5 bucks cous! Haha, just kidding.
9/20/099:56 PM
tryin to
It's Sunday, well obviously. Tomorrows school, yuck. My weekend was pretty boring. Alright, fuck this stupid post LOL. This was such a waste, but I might as well post it cause I took time to write this. This was so stupid.
9/12/0912:00 AM
when i'm with him
Why did I do this? Why did I admit it. Now, everything I do around you is just awkward. I can't talk to you without feeling nervous and I analyze everything I say to you before it actually comes out of my mouth. I sit on the tv and watch the mothafuckin couch! Seriously though, I have no life. What happened to those proper summer days when you could just sleep in until whenever you wanted? Oh yeah school. What happened to not having to face the people you didn't want to see all summer? Oh yeah school. What happened to having no work? OH YEAH, fuckin school! School can kiss my ass for real. I honestly just want good grades. But, that means I have to work hard. So if I could just take my mind off you for a second then that would let me focus. I'm determined to get that five bucks from my cousin! Holler.
9/8/0910:11 PM
yo guy
I'm in miami triiiiiiick. Literally. The school is that hot. I was friggin saying that the whole day. Shoot I should shutup. But yea, so school? Frig man I just bought 8 binders. I need to be focused this year. Holy, it's kind of amazing that no matter what you can always put a smile on my face - at my best and my worst. Alright so maybe winter uniform wear wasn't the smartest idea in the world. I'm in grade 11 I should know this by now damn! So tomorrow will definitely be better. And, I can honestly say I had no people problems, today, whatsoever. Yes!
9/7/091:10 AM
sweetest thing
Woah, I haven't written a blog since time. I'm friggin sitting here thinking about what I did this summer and I can't think of anything. WOW, nothing proper was accomplished and school's tomorrow? Shit, whatever. Kind of upset still. You're still on my mind. EFF OFF! Just kidding. So I tried to have a proper work out this summer. Every day I didnt work, which was basically the whole friggin summer, I'd go to the Y and work out. Hah, that lasted about two weeks, became a lazy ass and decided to stop for two weeks, then decided to start up again for the next two weeks. Well, I half accomplished that. Back on you. It's killing me. Too bad summer can't last forever.
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