Work for the things you want. I'm working, hard. I'm working to keep my friendships strong and my grades good (well, sometimes that). But, I haven't really been working at you. You know what, I'm tired of saying 'it'll never happen' or 'what's the point'. If you really want something, make it happen. For this, I have to work. I'll do it because I'll never know if I don't try. The key to keep my cool is what everyone's been telling me, 'he's not like that, so stop being so paranoid'. My ears are finally open. Apparently, I'm in a bad position. Yeah, I'm still treadin waters but hopefully I can make the best of it yenno! According to my loser-ish friend the definition of the guys mind is simple because "guys are simpleminded. They're predictably unpredictable or unpredictably predictable. Girls expect too much from guys. Then again, 8/10 guys are wastemans" Confusing, I know right? But, you get it!?!