'okay wait, I have to find the right time.' Story of my life. I wish I could go with an eraser and just erase everything. All these feelings that seem to be rushing in and out. Gone. I'm supposed to be over you by now. Frig, I swear I say this everyday. You were the one who could make me laugh. You could make my depressing day happy with just one smile. You were the one that I wanted and knowing that I couldn't have you just friggin hurt. Shit, I need an anti-guy pill. While I'm getting over you I seem to be developing feelings for some next guy. There's something friggin wrong with me I swear. I got this though. Who am I kidding? You know why they call it a crush? Cause, in the end you get crushed. End of story. Peace.

"You'll never find anyone like me again!" I'm thinking, "I hope not! If I don't want you, why would I want someone like you. I still can't get over that rush of feelings I get every time I see you. It shouldn't be happening like this should it? It was supposed to be done, finito, gone, over with, since time. What happened? Life's been playing tricks with my mind lately. Sometimes, I don't even know what's happening. Bullshit that doesn't even matter consumes my brain forreal. Need to get off that scene. Finally realized I have no time for "a song and dance" with people a.k.a. their stupidity 'cause the only important thing is school. It's the most important thing. I need to convince myself of that.

Why can't it be that simple? It's as simple as that for your simple ass. I want it simple, but it can't be because it's reality. "reality's worse than fiction" Highschool is just completely boring now. Nothing goes on, nothing ever happens. Take it in how next year is my last year. I can't believe it went by so quick. To be honest I'm not even going to miss half the people I know. Just the truth y'know. Whatever, I can't even think right now. What the heck, seems like you're still on my mind. But, I swear I was over you. School has been on my mind a lot. I hope I do well. Seriously. It's too important at this point.

Today is the m'fuckin' day! Finally, over it. Shoot, now that I think about it I'm not quite sure. But, whatever on that. I see your face drop. This was such a waste day. I've never been more bored in my life.

there's a fine line, alright

You're a fucking bitch. You think you're so hot.